My kinda heaven

I wonder if heaven did exist what would it be like? I think we all have a version of our own. A little image tucked at the back of the subconscious about a little place where peace reigns supreme.

My kinda heaven would be filled with the music. It would have a soundtrack, with music adequate to each situation. And we get to be anything we want. I would probably be a hybrid, with fairy wings, witches power and ninja moves. We can travel to places with a blink of an eye. It'll be like living in a magical place forever.

My kinda heaven would be one with no headaches, colds, or any other illnesses. It would have an endless library where you can immerse yourself in it and come out weeks later. And a big flat screen where I can watch all my favourite series. We'd be surrounded by our friends and family but we can go away when they become too much.

My kinda heaven would be being drinking and no hangovers. We can smoke and not get cancer. We can take drugs and not OD. Have sex without getting STD's or pregnant.

My kinda heaven would be place where I can find serenity. Where thoughts stop flowing for a while. Where worries are put at bay.

My kinda heaven would be place where I get to play out different parts of stories and leave when I don't like how it develops.

La Joie De Vivre

I want to sit in a dark corner of a bar with my friends, a bottle of beer and a cigarette. I want to talk about nothing and everything. I want to argue about the philosophy of the world as if we will manage to answer the questions no one has ever managed to answer.

I want to have a night where I don't have to worry about the future. Where I don't have to worry if I'm doing enough at school. Where I don't have to worry whether I'm wasting 4 years of my life to end up back at the start, without a good job, no money and still in Malta.

I want to put on some make up, a nice shirt, nice perfume, and go out and drink some cheap wine.

I want to freeze the time for just a few hours. So that neither the past nor the future exists. So that for a few hours I can be just me.

I want a taste of la joie de vivre.