This
isn't one of those deep posts I usually write. Seriously it's a post about
nothing. I just wanted to write something so my readers, those few faithful
ones that seem to keep wanting to read my stuff, won't give up on me. I could
act cool and pretend that I don't care if my blog is being read or not. But I
do. Just a little. Just enough to make an effort to write a blog when I really
have nothing to say.
My
creativity side has been in a bit of a coma lately. I can't seem to think of
anything new to do, and everything else is boring me. I've been reading books
and watching TV series as if my oxygen intake depends on them. I seemed to have
regressed to the deepest stages of being an introvert. I read and read, trying
to absorb the life in the characters of the book to give me the energy to keep
going. I watch shows because it manages to silence that tiny little voice
belonging to my conscience saying that I should really be doing something
useful.
The only
reason to get up in the morning seems to be because I have to. Nothing seems to
excite me anymore. I diss every idea of fun that might come my way. I criticise
other people's ideas of fun yet I cannot come up with a better plan. I feel
like I'm in a state of lethargy. Every step I make seems to be against the
current. I feel like a sloth. The real ones, those eternally slow creatures,
not Sid the Ice-Age sloth. I mean if I were like Sid, I wouldn't be half bad.
He's an idiot but he sure knows how to have fun.
So maybe
my aim is to move from the state of real sloth to Sid the sloth.
I aim to
be Sid.
Sid, the
sloth.
Sid, the
cartoon character.
I aim to
be an idiot cartoon character.
Oh dear. Watson we have a problem.
No comments:
Post a Comment